What are you waiting for!

Something I think about quite a bit is COURAGE - and yes, it should at the very least be with a capital C - but all caps and shouting it out feels even more authentic. Nelson Mandela said, "I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. "… "The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear." 

What do I fear in my everyday comings and going, in the big picture, in the details, even in my local media post? What do I want to accomplish that fear holds me back from? What is under that fear? 

We all have it; some push and fight and put it behind us, while others don't. I want to be the warrior, the fighter, and enjoy the triumph of creating a life I am proud of, one that helps others and has personal meaning to myself. You may be thinking, well, are you not doing that? In small and significant actions, yes I do lead what I would call a conscious life. I am aware each day;I wake up to a reminder of the positive thought of What's the best that can happen today? I know I make a difference to those close to me. All that said - I am pushing for this small business to grow and to be busy with workshops, chats, talks, and sales numbers. It is hard, and some days I am out of steam! Out of courage- NO. Out of will- NO. Just plain old tired and some days fearful. And then I think - If not now, when!